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Children of Despair

by Children of Despair

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Baby I know that it's been tough Us being so far apart But this is the life we chose It's not forever so don't let go So baby don't let go Don't give up on me We can make it though this Baby just hold on We can make it though this Baby just hold on Hold on to the memories They'll get you through (You through, you through) Get you through Baby all good things in life They don't come easy We got this can't you see? Because there's no one like you and me So baby don't let go Don't give up on me We can make it though this Baby just hold on Hold on to the memories They'll get you through Hold on to the memories They'll get you through (You through, you through) Get you through Oh the lonely nights Oh the lonely nights (Why'd you give up on me?)
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You know I pray to no deamons Nor gods above I don't feel hatred I don't feel love So, What did you want from me? I rather see you free Away from me Away from it all At ninety degrees from reality Far from the end And far from the world In a parallel line to factuality The death of hope The triumph of indiference Maybe it's time To give change a chance So, What did you want from me? I rather see you free Away from me Away from it all At ninety degrees from reality Far from the end And far from the world In a parallel line to factuality
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I never promised to get the world at your feet I never thought you were feeling incomplete To live without knowing one’s quest Was it you that changed, or was it all the rest? I am still losing faith Never walked straight In the line that God made Always seen the burning flame Far away from now In a ghostly future Thus I know I gave myself too soon Unlawfully in tune And time started to choke Longing rained like monsoon And I broke Never forgot anything we dreamed In visions I relived all we have seen The coldness of pain on my chest Was it you that changed, or was it all the rest? I am still losing faith Never walked straight In the line that God made To know you by heart The grandest fantasy Be touched by your flame Your body in me Have you as a whole With a woken mind With an opened soul In complete denial Fully deceived by a shadow of your smile I still can’t elate Never walked straight In the line that God made In the age of why Ripped open my chest Undressed all my vests And discovered love A fable unexplained Only pain remained But still I wait on Come rain or snow In complete denial of the truth that I know!
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Let Me Go Lyrics: Allison Lancaster 2004 Music: Mike Harwood 2004 Verse 1 I thought you were my friend But you’re killing me inside No matter where I go Seems there’s no where I can hide Temptations on my lips I can feel you drawing near I taste your toxic kiss Now there’s nothing left to fear Chorus There’s a burning pain in me And I need you more and more You’re an angel in disguise It’s the devil at the door Verse 2 I long to be close to you To soothe my mind and hold my hand I need to be close to you It’s only you that understands Need strength to fight you back Cause you’re no good for me But my hunger for your love Will remain eternally Chorus There’s a burning pain in me And I need you more and more You’re an angel in disguise It’s the devil at the door Refrain Let me go Set me free Of your irresistibility And I know I’ve got to fight To make you let me go Come on and let me go Chorus There’s a burning pain in me And I need you more and more You’re an angel in disguise It’s the devil at the door Chorus There’s a burning pain in me And I need you more and more You’re an angel in disguise It’s the devil at the door
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She sat by me I got a score to settle She sat by me Shes gonna taste my metal Shes there by me She always stays where i can see Shes there by me I cannot take it any more She says i'm to blame Take me as i am She says i contained Everything and ran She says to refrain Tell me how i am She says there's a reason, there's a reason yeah She ran from me I had a revelation She ran from me There was a conversation 3:55 PM She says i'm to blame Take me as i am She says i contained Everything and ran She says to refrain Tell me how i am She says there's a reason, there's a reason yeah
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There’s a lonely shadow living here Where your love used to be There’s a midnight moon missing in my sky There’s a whisper lost within my heart There’s a void I can’t deny Can you say you don’t love me any more Every time I dream You’re all I see I need your love tonight Every time I touch You’re all I feel I need your love tonight No spark to save an empty heart No fire that’s raging high No patch to mend this crack in time It’s only love you’ve thrown into the sea My heart you cast away Just another day to start again Every time I dream You’re all I see I need your love tonight Every time I touch You’re all I feel I need your love tonight You say there’s nothing lost I say there’s nothing gained Ooooh how well you play this loving game
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I came home last night, looking for a fight I came home last night you were no were in sight Why do you always leave, when I’m feeling tight? Why do you hurt me baby? Keep me singing this song? Why do you hurt me baby? You’ve been gone too long. Keep me up all night, by the telephone; singing the Blues. Thought you’d be home by morning. Why do you do me wrong? Thought you’d be home by morning; I waited all night long. Staring out the window, singing my song. Why do you tease me baby, and keep me hanging on? Night after night, you go out to play. If you don’t want my love, go on and move away?
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Verse 1 Not so long ago - We thought it OK This old world was ours - We'd use it our way Then the truth began its dawnin Mother nature cried out her warnin - Oh oh oh Chorus The times are changin - The storms are ragin People know the time is now No time for waitin - No hesitatin We gotta do somethin now Verse 2 Still so much to do - Old habits die hard Money always talks - We need to stay on our guard But we won't sit back and wait We won't leave it too late - Oh oh oh Chorus The times are changin - And here's the main thing We all know the time is now We're takin action - That's our reaction Oh yes we know how Guitar solo Chorus The times are changin - The storms are ragin People know the time is now No time for waitin - No hesitatin' We gotta do somethin now The times are changin - And here's the main thing We all know the time is now We're takin action - That's our reaction Oh yeah we know how We're doin somethin now Oh yeah we know how
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D C Bb A Bb C I`ll never get over you you were a lover and a friend D C Bb A Bb C Im Left with sweet memories , never thought that this would end D C Bb A Bb C But now im sitting here wondering what i should do D C Bb A Bb C feeel so empty now all i ever needed was you Chorus D Eb F C Bb D Plenty more fish in the sea is what they`re telling me D Eb F C Bb D But theyre not you can we start over D C Bb A Bb C V.2 D C Bb A Bb C But Now i`m sitting here and the room seems cold and bare D C Bb A Bb C I wish i`d never hurt you should have shown how much i cared D C Bb A Bb C They were such happy times seems a long time ago D C Bb A Bb C Now your lovin someone else ive given up all hope Choru D Eb F C Bb D Plenty more fish in the sea is what they`re telling me D Eb F C Bb D But theyre not you can we start over Mid 8 D C Bb A Bb C D C Bb A Bb C Need your love now more than ever Need your love now more than ever D Eb F C Bb D Plenty more fish in the sea D Eb F C Bb D Plenty more fish in the sea D Eb F C Bb D Plenty more fish in the sea REPEAT ; D Eb F C Bb D
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I know the answers, I'm looking right through you I know the reason, I've seen what you can do Put aside what evolves in the notion See the lie we perform til we die Your disguise through the years of devotion Exorcise what's within, right out of me I know the answers, I'm looking right through you I know the reason, I've seen what you can do What is real in this realm of commotion Feed my eyes for to see 'fore I die Set me free as I drown in the ocean Take my breath and my soul, right out of me Reason or rhyme, stay or will I follow What is this poison in my veins There lies a thought in me, tempting me again Haunting me from inside again, and again It follows me, Until The End I know the answers, I know the reason I know the answers, I know the reason
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Behind the picture Under a seat Daddy's hiding and i shall seek I can't see him I look all round Mummy helps me, points him out Here I am! Now it's my turn I have learned well I'm under a pillow where you can't see You thought I'd come here But then weren't sure You couldn't see me, but you heard me breathe There you are! Where's my daddy gone? Here I am! Here I am! Where's my daddy gone?
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I Come Slow and I Am Coming Through Verse One: I’m coming through Move aside I’m coming slow Life has been a hard climb I’m coming through I take my time Chorus: Everyone, everyone wants more from me Everyone I know it is hard to believe Make or Take time that is how it goes Everyone Pulls at what I know Verse Two: I’m coming through I’m coming slow I’m coming through that is all you need to know I come slow that is how it has to go Chorus: Everyone, everyone wants more from me Everyone I know it is hard to believe Make or Take time that is how it has to go Everyone My life is all I know
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Welcome to the freakshow Come on in, leave room for more Your presence is not an option Come right in and shut the door Watch us fill our pockets While you are starving to death We´ ll cut your throat just to watch you bleed out Your failure is our only goal Don't you think, don't you think its time for us to rise up? All these lies, all these lies I just can`t take them anymore And you say, and you say We better keep our mouths shut But I can`t and I won't No I can`t and I won`t You were never meant to be free Only slaves to fulfill our needs And when you die, you'll be forgotten Our names will go down in history Don't you think, don't you think its time for us to rise up? All these lies, all these lies I just can`t take them anymore And you say, and you say We better keep our mouths shut But I can`t and I won't Who's to blame that you don't ask questions? It`s not our fault that you don't use your brains And still you think we're here to help you stupid fools, you'll never learn Don't you think, don't you think its time for us to rise up? All these lies, all these lies I just can`t take them anymore And you say, and you say We better keep our mouths shut But I can`t and I won't No I can`t and I won`t
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Leftover Angels - 01.08.2003 - BMI 2020 Lyrics: ©Billy Ray Jarrell 2003 Music: ©Mike Harwood 2003 Eyes wide open and wondering Faces blank and full of fear Hands that hold onto favourite things As the ambulance appears Tears that can’t find a place to flow Voices they haven’t used for days Orphans now but they don’t know Should they go or should they stay Leftover angels When the soldiers have all gone Victims of circumstance But the nightmare goes on Leftover angels Seeking shelter from the night The scars upon their innocence Will last them all their life Too young to know the difference Between enemies and friends But old enough to have a sense That the hatred never ends In the Congo or in Palestine In Columbia or Peru When you tuck your children in tonight Say a prayer for these ones too Leftover angels When the soldiers have all gone Victims of circumstance But the nightmare goes on Leftover angels Seeking shelter from the night The scars upon their innocence Will last them all their life
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Tape my whole life story The template’s here It’s a true story Don’t let it fool you And if you rely on the things that you’re thinking Stop, it’s all a lie, and I’ve been mistaken to A strange desire may not lead you to the truth Don’t know everything love Fire, wet fire Sad and tired Call me neither Break up all the glory Not that clear Not even sorry Know what you’re looking to? Don’t come, just stay away I thought it was a different dream And a different part of this…. Manic pondering you rely on
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When our words ring out like cannon fire in a frontal assault that’s right down to the wire It’s a waiting game we don’t want it all staying the same way But the shrapnel cuts and the metal it burns and we insist on our own to try and heal the hurt It’s a losing streak until we find a better remedy Will we learn, or watch our bridges burn (Chorus) We will come together With the things that matter It’s the matters of the heart and we’ll build each other and we’ll stand together Come together now We’re throwing awkward punches with our weaker hands while the tides are turned will we take a stand trying to find it on our own but we’re trying without hope
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Another year older, another year lost to the past The color's still bright in the water from the dye that you cast The current flows forward, but your compass is pain And it turns you around and around, and again 'Til you end up back here at this point where you always begin [Chorus] But the wind calls your name As you rest in this nest made of fear and comfortable pain May this circle be broken and shattered by and by, Lord, by and by I just hope I'm around when you finally learn how to fly Another year colder, another year lost to the chill Wrapped in blankets of anger, sustained by a poison pill You hunger for freedom, you starve for some peace But the chains are too heavy for some sweet release So you huddle in silence and rage for the light to cease [Chorus] Feel the breeze under your wings Climb higher and higher and let out a cry as you sing This I wish for you, but the flight is yours alone to choose Is it only a dream? Another sun rises, and sets in the West Sinking lower and lower into darkness... [Chorus]
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This album is the result of a colaboration between multiple independent artists, contributing with their tracks, or with tracks from colaborations.
All the revenue from this album will be donated to UNICEF

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released February 9, 2020

White5hade Ft. HUNTER; XXL Blues; Dystopia of Truth; PlanetYes; Mike Harwood; Lean Cousine the Rapper; Broken Chain; Bossio del Aqua aka BdA; Brian Reynolds; Richard Groce; Desmond Allen; Riff Reign; Kevin Renshaw; Drawn From Apathy; Neil Cake; David Sheets; Iwan Amersek; Templo dos Martyrs; Sean Foley; Collecting Pool; Curtis Mechanuck; Wally Peterson; Irina Kirilenko

Cover photo by Luís Rodrigues

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Children of Despair Lisbon, Portugal

This project started by being an individual project.
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